My brother and I played a lot when we were young. I was sometimes mean and teased him too much.
I suppose I was writing just the absolute first thing occurred to me, keeping in mind that Olaia and Jaimito were only 4 and 1 at the time. Was it a lesson for them in case I never came back? Don’t tease your brother/sister. Play a lot together. Or maybe you should tease each other, just not too much. Chuckle.
Probably it was because the hour of my departure drew near. I was tired and anxious. I scribbled it down, stressed, worried, and in the process of re-evaluating everything in my life.